sick, slack, staggering

sickening. the studying life is eating me up.

slacking. i am beginning to slack.

staggering… results. my determination is starting to waver. in fact, 不想強求了。

the only reason for me staying on is because, if others have been there done that, so could I. right?

its a lonely fight. doing something not exactly u want. and close ones dun really understand what the fuck i am in.
hai.

this entry is irritating me.