明天會更好

剛剛在電視机上聽 “明天會更好” 這句話。

又想到昨天的比賽。。

記得比賽之前我們也對對方說了一樣的話。 “明天會更好”。。。

失望。失望。又失望。

明白有些事我們沒有辦法控制。可是不知不又會想起必賽的事情。

好了，不要想了。

華文字好難打。

LOL. Dumb

The word “syndicate” refers to a group of individuals or organizations combined to promote some common interest. So its not a word that refers to “bad guyyys”.

But its a word you see it use on bad guyyss and conman organization commonly.

see. newscasters use it everytime.

Upon seeing the email sender name as “E SYNDICATE LOTTERY”, you think anyone will open the mail?

eheheh. dumbest syndicate i ever see.

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We must adapt to changes.

The story of “Who took my cheese” narrates on 2 mice, one who adapt to changes, and the other one who is fear of changes.

i am like the second mouse.

afraid of changes.

The second mouse didnt get his cheese. The first mouse did in the end.

Today i look at this.

It hit me that i have to make changes to my poster (left) again.

To be more precise, i have to change the swirls around the corner, to make it look like the swirls on the right image. My worst fear have come true. Need to change again.

Why am i wasting time changing things. again again.

its not ugly. its just that its not done out by the same person, thats why the style doesnt sync and i had learn how to follow other people style of drawing vectors.

doing out is not hard. in fact, making the changes in this case, IS NOT DIFFICULT.

having to learn to sync with another person style of vector is the difficult part. how to learn.

i want to say, ” Jasmine, why not i pass you the source file, you help me change lah.” but shes at a wake now. And i think i wont be seeing her till next monday.

Next tuesday meeting with Mentor Eric and Anita again. Our world revolve around this 2 fucking mentors. okay maybe one, not two. They say “change the corner vectors” means CHANGE THE CORNER VECTOR. Why cant i leave it. HUMAN dun look at thing so precisely fucker. The human look the same can already, fucker.

The last time i put in so much time in doing this,

It was not use at all because i anyhow do the legs. I wasnt unhappy. Infact i was more like relieve.

HURRAY~ no more of this fucking human pose, hands, fingers and legs.

BUT this time, i dunno why i snap just because i need to change the corner vector, which is, not hard. its just a line. a batch of LINES.

BUT i just fucking dun feel like changing it because i think this kind of swirls look nice with the poster. Change it to thinner swirls does not suit this poster.

why must i change my design to suits someone else design.

anyone tell me please.

i am so afraid of changes.

change the proposal, change the vectors, change myself for a better me.

can i change into her? one last change and i wont see the need to change anything anymore.

Joke of the day,

G8 leaders agree on halving emissions by 2050.

by 2050, the oil reserves will have run out in 10 or 20 years time.

by 2050, 3/4 of the people who make the agreement will have already be died.

by 2050, will anyone still remember this agreement?

by 2050, …… probably there wont be 2050. because everyone one else is all died. Nuclear BOMB DOOMDAY might have erupted by then.

by 2050, i will be… errrm. 61 years old.

AHAHA old ah ma.

my dog has it all

out of my miserable life, finally there is something which makes me happy.

my sister will be going for OBS for 5 days. the whole freaky bed for myself for 5 days.

Nobody will mess up the table which i clear up everynight.

and i dun have to move my things to living room and do, just because she need to sleep already.

AHAHHAHAAHA.

For a moment, i was happy.

the moment is gone when i realize i have to continue back doing all the documentation shit.

The Alif mee gorang plus mutton soup makes me wanna puke now.

BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Kopi has got the best life. =)

lol. if i cant have it, at least my dog has it.

lousy self-console.

fabulous marvelous blogshop

ever see a blogshop in form of flash website.

CATCH THIS!

rem to click on the berrys to navigate around. its so obvious right.

anyway in my school division, there is this laptop stolen case.

that guy was so stupid. videos cams are everywhere in MAC, dumbdumb.

and yr face. u make me wanna screw u upside down.

no integrity. and worst of all. everyone knows yr face.

u have become wanted like Mas Selemat.