Thats me. Indecisive. I have endless of thought and stuff in my brain that i wanna blog. But i just run out of words the moment i touch e keyboard trying to pen down what I have been going through these few days. What am I doing man. I am freaking indecisive. Cannot. This is dragging me down.
JOY, For once in your life, please make a right decision.
One week of seoul+hk, and now im back! It feels surreal though. Suddenly back to the old-pace life.
Guess what did i do for the first day back in Singapore.
New haircut and color. Mr has his hair cut too. Not that he has much choices lah [Army style].
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For the past few weeks i hv been following the Korean Peninsular News closely.
My parents were convinced that war will break out between both Korea, my younger sister naively thought North Korea will be defeated by American simply because they were communist. But i thought otherwise. It is easy to calculate the maths. With the mighty east dragon as ally, it is hard to believe that China will allow the remaining communist land North Korea to be defeated and be introduce to “Ronald Mcdonald”. Similarity, American wouldn’t want to be drag into a war at this period of time with the Gulf Oil Spill issue still not settled, much less to say, be at war with a country of nuclear weapons. South Korea wouldnt want a war now since their economic is growing and they are not prepare to unified with the poor North Korea who will likely to be a burden. And last but not least, the communist North Korean are definitely SMART (well, i can prove that they are smarter than my younger sister for sure).
But then…
History had teach us that War was often trigger by a small egoistic issue.
Why the hell would North Korean soldiers shoot down 3 chinaman at this period of time. Now this is a stupid move. Its like refusing to hold the chinaman’s stretch-out hand while u are about to drown.
The war better not break out.
Most importantly, the breakout of the war will really jeopardize my south korea trip. Just 10 more days to go and i’ll be in the kimchi land! WOOOOOO 
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today i wake up, i suddenly miss my long hair.
Okay no more cutting of short hair.
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my title shout racism. but it target only one person in actual.
Recently, i have been bully by this chaohuannan at my workplace.
I forgot to pass a customer a free gift on my 3rd day of job, and this chaohuannan expect me to know every single products on my third day of my job.
XXX: “What did the customer buy just now? Just now u say u know the promotions, actually U DUNNO. I DUN LIKE YOUR ATTITUDE”
Me: *Stunned
This comment took me by surprise because i was actually putting in effort to learn and was damn polite with GOOD LEARNING attitude.
And then came another incident.
Me: “XXX, the receipt paper run out”
XXX: “Then how? Call who? CALL THE POLICE LAH”
And then another huannan beside her sort of nudge her when she make this comment.
CHAO CHEEBYE right.
The only reason i target her race is because race is the only prominent thing i can target her for. HER DIFFERENCES from me as a chinese that is.Her ascent, her language, her culture to end her words with a high pitch tail.
Not bad ah, i understand racism better because of this.
This reminds me of a article which talks about local punjabis (singh) typically doesnt like chinese and malays and definately see themselves different from indians and tamils. They call chinese people as CHEENA. but interestingly enough, they like to use the word “CHEEBYE” and see hokkien vulgar words as cool. They dun like chinese people, but they use our language. Contradicting.
Just like how much i try to differentiate myself from mengrong as being a holy, non-racist person, i am infact very much a racist like anyone on the street.
Just ask yourself, have u ever wonder to yourself why retails stores, and pizza huts are full of malay staffs? See. u r thinking in racial term. Caught u! Welcome to my racist world.
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After 3 weeks of torture and misery of mugging, after not having the time to celebrate my own 21st birthday (BIGGEST EVENT IN MY LIFE), after getting used to sleep at 4am every night to mug, i finally had my well-deserved holidays.
But only to enjoy it with Korean dramas for a week (im addicted to F.T island now), and start to realize im not spending my time well. So i decided to be productive and look for a holiday job. Im working now, but on the verge of quitting after 3 days because the management there abit cock, and my legs are giving in. Standing 9 hours straight per day is way too much for me and im learning little. I think time will be more well spent if i go to the library and SIT DOWN for 9 hours instead. Right?
Anyway, i always wanted to blog a entry on my design stuff which i did for a module in University. This probably will be the only series of designs i will do during university since i dun intent to enroll in any other shitty university design modules.
LOL NOW THE FUN PART! ENJOY! 
Assignment 1: Self Introduction
Assignment 2: Pictogram
Assignment 3: Photo Narration
For this im grateful to my brother and mengrong for their help in doing stupid stuff like lying on the ground for my sake. (my grade’s sake actually)
Assignment 4: Color Exploration
Assignment 5: Infographics
Assignment 6: Children’s Storybook (group effort) – fucking cost me $50 just to print the book
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I must be a superwoman,
I must be a superwoman,
I must be a superwoman,
I must be a superwoman,
I must be a superwoman,
I must be a superwoman,
I must be a superwoman,
I must be a superwoman,
I must pretend to be a superwoman.
“AHJOYah, WORK FASTER, STUDY SMART, STUPID GIRL”
sian. 6 days after my 21st birthday, i still haven get to celebrate my birthday.
OYA i have a cake!
But is a ugly one designed by my elder sister
and then my wish for this year birthday is: “please bless me with all the luck to not-forget what i have memorize tonight, for tml’s exam”
and a long sigh after that when i went back to study.
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hrrrmmmmmm.
“Audiences are stupid.” We, the audiences agree with almost everything the newspaper and statistics say.
Example?
Look at this blogger entry to get my point: Very interesting.
http://hazelpoa.blogspot.com/2010/04/housing-prices-vs-household-income.html
On a random sidenote, i think its time to visit the hair salon again. My hair like chiuuuuuuuuuuu de loh.
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Sleeping Marathon i mean.
Shiokkkk or what. i sleep for 15hours today.
=)
These few days i was very occupied with studying philosophies of Confucius and Laozi.
Confucius philosophy seems good. Laozi thinking of Wu-wei is even better. Laozi advocates you not to do anything. LOL. nice right. Imagine no need to work or study.
Anyway, the most i read, the more i wonder, whats the fucking use of religion?
I became, very skeptical of religious. Maybe because i met any gods before.
But all my life, i hv been a very lucky girl. Whenever i met with problems and pray hard to the heaven, my prayers are always answered.
So, i have been religious all my life. And right now, it feels like im in a dilemma.
It might not seems like a big problem for you now, but for me, some ideas and concept about life has changed.
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I was googling for my project on “Christian name enhance one’s social status” when i chanced upon this:
Anne Chang(Mandarin)-Dirty
Anne Chin(Mandarin) – Keep quiet
Faye Chen(Mandarin) – Dusty
Carl Cheng(Hokkien) – Buttock
Monica ChengHokkien) – Touching your buttocks
Lucy Leow(Hokkien) – You are dead
Jane Tan(Mandarin) – Frying eggs
Suzie Leow(Hokkien) – Lost till death
Henry Mah(Mandarin) – Hate your mum
Corrine Tai(Hokkien) – Poor fellow
Paul Chan(Mandarin) – Bankrupt
Nelson Tan(Mandarin) – Bird laying eggs
Leslie Tong(Mandarin) – Rubbish bin
Carmen Teng(Hokkien) – Leg hair long
Connie Mah(Cantonese) – Call your mother
Danny See(Hokkien) – Squeeze you to death
Rosie Teng(Hokkien) – Screws and nails
Pete Tsai(Hokkien) – Nose droppings
Macy Koh(Cantonese) – Never die before
LOL LAH!
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